Hello – all the beings all the bodies, thanks so much for being here…. –sigh- -moan-
Intro
Awakening woman, often with the use of crystals, sometimes with my presence, with absence, but always from my authentic depth, and so –sigh- I invite you to consider this an inviation, not a demand, an expctation, or maybe a request for these offerings as we move forward into learning about the individual beings that I offer— I want to come with the defalt disclaminer this is a practice that I am sharing, its in alignment with my joruney that I live through that is all energies are a gift… its complicated but it’s intuitively based and from my personal story so… I like that spiritualy that I practice has no right or worng, good or bad, everythng is an oiffering is a gift, and that being said… this is pretty nonconventional I don’t know a lot of people who practice this… if this isnt how oyu align with spirituality or listen or take with what you want because your truth is valid and can be different and our truth is relative to our perception and I’ve never heard anyone else say except me… our reality is our truth, I don’t want anyone to tell you your experience is – reality is our truth, anybody what your doing, thinking doung feeling sensing tasting hearing, don’t let anyone tell you it’s bad, wrong, shameful, punishment, and um… yeah I want this to be an offering and so I hope also I get to have an outline for this offering — we will start with rose quartz
Many peopl ehave a relationshp with rose quartz in some way – if not.. welcome!
Rose quartz is the heart chakra, she is the healing for compassion and empathy and unconditonal love she is usually pink, there’s g(more more more ) different depth of pink, and the deeper the power power of course – one option
Blue calcite
Organge calcite
Septarian
Merlin stone
taking care of crystal wands
Hello everyone – welcome beautiful beings unconditional wonderful beings,
How are you?
How are you really?
How are you really doing?
-sigh- so – we were brought here together for information (balh) about taking care, taking care of thak you so much for taking care your self, your healing, and your crystal babies, I’m really excited to share with you some things that work or don’t work for me.. and hope to help oyu with your healing, intention, or purchase in general, My name is autumn (blah) and –sigh- I coansider myself a woman of on through enlivenment and practicing imperfection and um… with that comes challenges and hardship and processing and a lot to be on a different path than what other people are traidtionally relating too.. and for me I –sigh- I do not relate to having positive self worth, to be worthy of everything and receive I’m not one of those peple who grew up knowing they were a goddess… I think I know a few people but I feel confused by it because sometimes it’s the ego speaking, maybe I’m just jealous I can’t relate to that level of deep confidence and receiving, but I keep it real y’all
And what’s real for me are things that are real to mother earth that come from her directly, and one of the reasons I am so fuckign grateful to have found crystals, and they have served me soo much and I think they wil serve you too… there’s a delicate balance of direction and intention and –sigh- my direction has been a calling through an inetnion ad it’s come authentically with a lot of animocity skeptism and confusion you can read more about more story, (here) but I’;d like to transition into taking care and what it means to take care, and part of taking care (rearrange care of things) of our possesion if oyu relate to the idea of possessions rememebr they are an extension of us, a refelction of how we care about ourselves, and that shows up in different ways in different times, in stress and clarity, and –sigh- while this is an offering for your crystals it’s also a reminder of how you can take care of yourself – and how to noursish, cleanse, charge, and ground yourself, practice embody the same energy your givng though your compassion for your stones, and also a reminder you don’t have to purchase anything this isn’t about possession this is about the balance of self love, suistainably, and healing tools, (ecamples)? I happen to really benefit from having tools, but some peopple feel limited, burdened, or confusedby them, and that a lot of spiritual directions are edxpensive, and I don’t want hat to be a hinderance or limitations for people I am reaching, the first thing I want to share about …
about the trauma when I broke my first wand,.. I gotta rememebr ot slow the fuck down.. y’all slowing down is a reminder to slow down, and remember to be with what is… the now, the moment, the energy around you, the energy inside you, be with the oneness, that is practice that we all are to be with receiving healing, -sigh- -sigh- if your just joining for the first time, welcome
thank you so much for listening, there is I feel so grateful that people want to hear my message I get giddy, but also that all of my messages my intention is for them to enlivening, and experience and also for them to be meditative, – meditations mean different things for different people… -sigh-
consistency breath work mother earth crystals and plesasure
we are going to come into our bodies, -sigh-
sometimes that means pushing out energy rejecting something having a boundary to energy you don’t want, which is a really great reminder about accepting –sigh- forgiveness –sigh- gratitude –sigh- I am really grateful that I have a practice of creatively responding to challenges, -sigh- so when my crystal wand broke, I stil used it, I was just sensitive and gentle, (breaking doesn’t mean death) and with myself about it… I sat wit the idea of the disappointment that I am just moving too fucking fast, and I was reminded of the choice to slow down, and be here…. –sigh- and so… I did… and –sigh- I also realized that I really want to offer resources that are suistainable to not break things and not have to replace them, and so I’ve encoportated into my direction an opportunity a cyurstal wand that is more hardy than anyone has seen so y’all have to look forward too… that I offer or anyone else offers, or any wand anyone else offers….
A few things I practice since I Use wands quite freuqently is steralizing, warming or cooling, touching it, (rearrange) sharing it – touching with others
There comes an inheretant responsibility that your so connected you use it so frequently that’s another resources that will be avaialble soon is some sort of suistainable carrying case (get to the fucking point)
-sighh- I look forward to sharing that with you too… want it to be versitle and affordable of course
1) a couple of ways that I sterilize is by boiling it,
2) apple cider vinegar,
3) alcohol
Wanted to use some comercial toy cleaner – don’t know about those but could use if you wanted too.. I found steralization most effective though bioling water, and that’s challenging for a fragile itme, I reccoment a silicone insert, and put it in, it will help keep it in place while you boil water and keep it from rocking too much do not leave it unattended… it’s very hot once they are boiled, something I do is get really impateitn – ice on the water, so you can grab it, there might be rubber tongs, silicone insert just for sertalizing crystal wands they aren’t universal size, but some consistency but couldn’t ever be perfect they are hand made, maybe some are machine shopped, so It you can’t get anything consistent that is handmade perfectly imperfect, and when it does cool… it’s like a really nice cool temperature for use, you get a few things done at once,
Apple cider vinegar rub it off rinse with it… or lick it off… before you use it – same with alchohol, I wouldn’t let it sit in alchohol, so don’t sophocate, but you could soak apple cider vinegar is fine too… and then chemicals, I’m not sure – there’s a store Sarah’s Secret they have a huge store collection for a while any novelty store would have some chemical based toy cleaner if you wanted to use that instead
Another way I like to take care of crystals is to store them in a safe place, (assmilate to humans) safety is so important for everything it’s really valuabel to know safety to be what is the reality of your own safet, some beings relate tos afety as being tightly contained, and some beings relate to safety as being free and loose, how you relate to yourself and beings you share time and space with and invite you to explore different safety relationships
I personally (mehh) personally want them to be tightly contained, I am like on fire so much and I want to know if I move, bump, rock shake, it will be protected, so.. I don’t know how that’ will happen yet, I don’t know any suistainle crustal containers a lot of my crystals stay in bubble wrap unless Im charing … its not relatable ot how valueable thes beings are to wrap them in plastic, for the time being that’s an option,
And then – the next consideration is warming your crystals, so I am not sure familiar with heating bags of corn and rice, heat in a microwave, but I so imagine these could be used as storage or for warming your stones, or cooling your stones, I’ve yet to try this so if you try it I’d be curiuous to ehar your outcome I have a lot of aversion to using amicrowave the only I use microwaves for I use them for are already dead… Id on’t think they are already dead… then you kill them, buecasue they are little babies, I see air ubbles in my rice so I think they are living, so –sigh- I don’t use a microwave but for those that do use and have access to a microwave for warming in a different way, don’t heat your crystal in the microwave, and I see them cracking, you oviosuly can do wahtever you want… but those are some thngs to be mindful of as oyu learn about your wand, and and yeah…. Too I want to speak too the time – keep tem about 30 minutes, I want to say something breliving
About cleansing and charging – don’t feel the need to go into it
Clearing the energy of the crystal
Done through natural waters, – the most natural pssobie
Rainwater, creek, waterfall… probably not city tap water, if that’s your only option – moving living water… (yourself too) it doesn’t have to be, your giving with life and more life, the more oxygen that moves through the more powerful the clense will be, thing about washing away… you wash away I the shower, when you cry, detoxifying through you through your crystal
Nourishin would be charging in any dominant element, the sun, or the moon, are common ways to charge your crystals, and so I charge all my crstals in the full moon and I like them to have a dep connection with spiritu and a deep conenction with mother earth and that’s the purest is the moon and the sun, yin/yang, night day, masculine feminine the sun shows up all the time… and when it’s hot warm, – so those are
Can also charge with other tools, – plenty of resources for you to consider other options
Thank you for all being here… take care of your crystals and yourselves….
Just inhereted an eleder, she’s really sensitive
using a crystal wand
-sigh-
Array of things to share for this opporunity for healing continue to offer a variety at different parts of joueny as the continue to show up with the intetnion attanable for everyone financialy – that’s one of the great gifts about this offering that I am going to offer to you – a little about my background is –sigh- I am firwt and formose a spiritual being –
2nd an enviromentalis, I feel very concerned about the volume at which we concern we take from the earth without consent and how we use those resources in connection to our body im so grateful I know crystals and they’ve been part of my life for a long time I wasn’t aware enough o receive their offerins so we are here now
Crysals and healing and spiritual and intimacy and sex are all aligned practices for me and I hiope they can become for everyone no matter how concernt,d skeptisal, all valid feelings those are… there’s more about my coming into spirituality I was definitely a skeptic I was defnately a sceince based persona d now I am here in this metaphysiucal world of healing and I think that’s a great opporunity to bring into this spsirial practice of healing our physical bodies, and the quickest way (caoitalism) is to heal our bodies insidel.. sometimes it’s hard to access interanlly what’s alive for us, effecienty, healing I am not a patient person.. so healing for me as been confusing a really potent way of healing is yhrough our most sensitive organs, the most sensitive, our yoni or ligham and our heart next would be our throat, (chakras?) sacral chakra, different for everyone, solar plexus, brow root, crown, part of the root chakra, sacral chakra, fertility area where creative center… I think they are separate(rephrase mayne??? ) I want to some things I intent to rerecord this a few times, I am new in offering sexual healing and really sensitive and setting sensitive intetnion for others most of them are intutivie and spontanious and creativty manfiested, thos are less “sensitive” by anyways –
the first step in connecting with your wand making assumption of cruystal, wands, and wand intention is to use it internally somehow, it’s not obviousl to people but we are using wands internally we I think record something to getting know your wand. Using your wand always steralize is boil it in hot water, check water – rolling and breaking, I broke my first wand I was really had to check myself worth and balance of resources, and I was really disappointed even when they break, they are all natural when you have some silicone, what other toys are made of when you have those, break they go into our waste system, plastic go into our waste system anyways and cools, your initial expereicne is an hour and hour and a half before you actually know its healing power it’s not as convient as a post consumer product toy that you throw chemicals on to start to use, there’s are ways to make it cool quicker colder water… or ice, im imptainet so adding cold water, another way which is ideally energetically… would be cleanse them in the rain or in the natural waters, definitely be connected to the most natural water that we get form the tap and even bottled water isn’t
how you you clense your stones cleanse charge with sage and other crystals, im a minimalist and keep myself this doesn’t have to be an expensive endevous they are are (40-300) dollars but the ones I am offering are 40-50s dolars you can get them for less than that.. for even cheaper or smalleror shaped differently and try to buy a silicone toy byproducts of the oil you put in your car that your putting in your body, the fact that someone’s figured out how to market plastic is just mind boggling to me… its worse than the interent, – sooo anyways –
so if you go to a store 100 dolalrs on one toy, you can’t share the, chemicals to clean them, and store then in a bag, dust off them, they can store disease, and all these things that go into having a toy… why would anyone every want one if there’s all this liability… there’s not freedom and liberation in using a toy to connect with someone… I love that we have thes stores and we can actually publicly now, show id behind a table in a sketchy way. Spencers, hot topic, and purcahse “novelty” items, even walmart has them, the industry is so aware… but I don’t like that we aren’t having toys that are suistianble and enviornmentally safe. So once your wand cools it’s a good idea – examine make sure there aren’t any fractures there.. hold it … what do you want … it can be used in so many differnent ways… I want you all to follow your intution and have it be ameditative practice, sometimes iyour meditative practice can be about lsowing down, conneting, with your breath, and your whole body feeling toes, ankles, calfs, the air around them, the hair on them, energy above them, are they sore are they soft?
It’s always a good practice too be aware of your body, where your body is at connect with your body and connect with your tools and resources,
Hummmming –
-sigh- sometimes I like to move my wand on sensitive places, sometimes, I like to be a little aggressive with my wand, sometimes I just want to hold her, sometimes, I want talk to her, sometimes…. I want to put her in my mouth, sometimes, I want to sleep with her…. Sometimes, I want to throw her across the room (not really) not yet… anger is to be accessed too… sometimes I want to sing to her, I want to program her with my energy of creativity and empowerment –mmmmm—I want her to know she’s beautiful and she’s special and sacred… so sacred… and sometimes I want to dream about her, dream about connections and opportunities, the future, the relationship, how we share time and space, and give and take pleasure, find balance in our resources, and our time is such an important resources to honor, and –sigh-
I feel into her – in tune to her… I’d like to check in with my intuition again, be with what is going to serve us the most, the deepest… the deepest… -sigh-
-mmmm— moans –
-moaning-
Laughs – -sigh-
I’d like to invite you to check in with your senses… what are you hearing, what are you smelling, tasting, what are you feeling, what are you sensing that is none of these senses… what are you seeing…
What is
What is alive for you
Right now – don’t put words too it…. You can if you want to too. But just be with the process… in your experience in your body..
I’d like to remind you to pause, rewind, fast forward this message at any time, please… slow down if you need too… take your time, it’s no rush, I want you to feel juicy… open, and relaxed, and availably to receive — mmmm….
-sigh- -hummmm-
This is – I feel ready are you ready?